Let's try this again.....

photo courtesy of the buddy:)

I had to delete some posts I added
as I think I was drunk when I wrote them....
no
just kidding
I had to delete them as I didn't feel peace
about what I wrote

life is such a intimate
personal journey and all I feel
I can truly comment on is my own
why we are choosing what we are choosing
right now today
maybe it won't look like this tomorrow but God is in control
and I rest in that
(Thank God)

I just don't ever want to come across to others that
I know what is right for their families
just because it is right for mine
(but then what happens when tomorrow
comes and our "right" changes again)

my job is love others as myself
not to judge
because I don't know anything about the depths of who they are
or what their marriage is

I can barely handle my own
so who am I ?

just a gal who loves the Lord
and wants to live that love out
in the lives that surround me

so others can see. hear, feel the love,
grace
mercy, forgiveness that I received in my life
14 years ago

one of my favorite verses is....

7“Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you. 8For everyone who asks receives; he who seeks finds; and to him who knocks, the door will be opened.

Matthew 7:7

this is talking about God

asking to know him, seeking to find Him

knocking on His door and YOU WILL FIND HIM!!

there is so much comfort and hope in this for me

you will find HIM when you look for Him ....

and look for Him

with all of your heart...

all of it