Am I mornal?

Firstly, I can barely stand the overwhelming desire
I have......... daily
to procreate

Am I normal?

I certainly don't know. will these feelings ever go?
Someone said to me recently that I was being selfish

Am I?

So #6 would be selfish?
Where is that written?
Does anyone know...because if you do,
I'd love to know so I can see for myself

....having children over 5 in # is selfish......

They say, " why can't I just enjoy what I have?"
I Do! In fact I love it,

that is why I want more!

it is so much fun, not a dull moment
sure there is craziness at times
but that is life

the good and great and and amazing blessings
far out way the negative
but
what is the negative?

more conflict to resolve, I guess
(I think I am catching on and learning something about relationships)
but then spun around that is a good thing
that is life learning
family
friendships
laughter
fellowship
heartship
stewardship
craziness
busyness
loudness

it is wonderful..........
so, as I wait patiently, well
pant I suppose
for another child

we have adopted to other members into a family
they are of the furrier variety
and pics will follow

as I type they are farting in their sleep
lovely
and it is almost unbareable to continue

and tonight as MJ came out of the shower she asked:

MJ: Mama, what happens if the dogs see me naked? Will they run away?
.........
I chuckled

to be continued..........


pause.......

as I sit and think, the farting smell is not going away
I am wondering

is it more crap on my floor????