Saturday, June 12, 2010

Wow!!!....2 months have flown by




so, we did move
it was lovely

we unpacked
and still are

it is long and lovely

we are definitely not settled
there is much work to be done

that is lovely

our neighbours and more than lovely
we love it!

we are adjusting
Blu keeps asking when we are going back to our old house:(
so sweet

the flow of this house has not had a chance to happen yet
as life has been too messy
to0 disorganized

so, another lesson of letting go of things
and not letting stuff that is not done bother me

giving lots of grace
the kids are also trying to figure it out

lots of grace

.................

I can't get the kids inside
which is wonderful

I love that they get to learn what it takes to move
how to put a house together
how to work
how hard it is
how much time it takes

and you don't get paid for it!...hee hee

these are valuable life lessons

and part of those lessons are for me
knowing when to stop
because it is never ending

not forgetting to have fun when the work is done

as I could just keep on working morning, noon and night

and of course the balance

balancing my thankfulness and my daily bread and praise to
the meaningless of it all in the grand scheme of things

I mean, the meaningless of stuff

how did I/we get here anyway???

do I put this chair here or over here
what color should I paint this?
and so on

meaningless.....yet, I cannot escape it
it is the culture I live in

and I like my home to function well. to be visually appealing to me
peaceful. creative and humble

this "Style At Home" culture is too much me
I am burdened by the thoughts that I have so much
and so many have nothing

here I am worrying.....I am worrying.....
give me a break!!!
Christ says not to worry about ANYTHING
and here I am worrying about whether
my drapes match the bed?
how self centered of me?

now what?

what do I do with these feelings that are always there
we have too much
we need to share
how do I do this?
how do I live this out in this life?
with this family?

what is God calling us to do?

do I think too much?
..............

the above photographs were taken from our trip to Florida
2 weeks after we moved in

what a lovely time we have

"May the words of my mouth and the meditations of my heart
pleasing to you."
psalm 19:14


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